Well, did some one of you curse me for livin in the safewaters for a looooong looooong really long time? If you did, then take heart.My life has taken a turn for the worse for the past couple of weeks and its become emotional..just when i thought im the most cold blooded mammal around, (and tats the most modest way to put it!!!) i find myself tripping into one of the most emotional and painful roller coaster rides of life tat i ever had!!And all of them came from a single place..Institute of Child Health and ....it goes on for another line or so...and so lets conveniently forget it..and call it cancer hospital..
And everytime i come back after a visit, i lose my self consciousness and can think of nothing but the hollow faces...faces which ought to have bubbled with childhood fantasies, happiness and pure joy...but now jus plain dark hollow, and bereft of emotionz...why cant some one find a cure for their illness..If only some one can do it!!!I will place myself at their service and give whatever is there at my disposal,even life,if need b!!!
The proceeding posts were penned down after those visits, when i was in a state of distress and though i had tried to capture all those emotions..my mastery of the language and the language itself is still too imperfect to describe all that is felt by the mind.!!!so as usual, bear with me!!!!
And everytime i come back after a visit, i lose my self consciousness and can think of nothing but the hollow faces...faces which ought to have bubbled with childhood fantasies, happiness and pure joy...but now jus plain dark hollow, and bereft of emotionz...why cant some one find a cure for their illness..If only some one can do it!!!I will place myself at their service and give whatever is there at my disposal,even life,if need b!!!
The proceeding posts were penned down after those visits, when i was in a state of distress and though i had tried to capture all those emotions..my mastery of the language and the language itself is still too imperfect to describe all that is felt by the mind.!!!so as usual, bear with me!!!!
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